Poet of the past

never made it on my own

now i wonder

how I’m all alone

my mind keeps returning

as I’m trying to leave the past

and leave behind the shattered glass

but i keep going back

and once again the blood rushes out

from the broken glass

and again she shouts

shes trying to break through

become part of the past

but she doesn’t realize

that forever she will lay

upon my broken heart

but she must never break through

and control me once again

with her evil spell

that she has laid upon me

once before

so alone she shall be

forever more

ROAR!!! This is a post just to rant cause i am sick….. i cought strep from my lil sis and i feel like crap!!!!!! its just now hitting me but man is it hitting hard. i hate it it is annoying and needs to go away.. oh well im gonna go to the doctors tomarrow and get a shot and then it will be gone with in 24 hours then thursday im gonna babysit and have $80 in my pocket so i am excited.

She wakes up

looks in the mirror

nothing there to haunt her

except her personal fears

she doesn’t think she can go on

living the life of a living hell

so instead she runs off

leaving behind the one who cared

who made her feel

like she was trapped in a cell

now on her way to freedom

she says

sorry father

I’m leaving your kingdom

to find life’s true meaning of freedom

Alone in this world

with no one to hold

as i face this lonly world

all on my own

my only choice is to survive this fate

and if i shall die before i wake

will it be my faith or life

that this world shall take

i hold no one close

so alone i shall die

but in the darkness

my soul shall survive

longing the life that

will never be mine

She lies on the floor

with all hope lost

fear and betrayal

have become her cost

the price she has paid

to those who betrayed her

betrayed the most

by the one who made her

trust she gave them

over and over again

like a card game she could not win

now this young girl

must forever live with false hope

now be forced to cope

lost in her past

not knowing her furture

now she must go on

with the life that best suits her